Feels so empty.
I wonder whats missing.
havent been gyming for a long time.
maybe i should go back soon. before my metabolic rate drops too low.
ohwell.
New life begins,
I'll walk a new path, a path that ive never walked before.
To get something different, to chase dreams, to take away all the sadness.
thats all. Goodbye.
Why does everything always turn out this way? in such an abrupt ending. I've come to realise that theres no such thing as happy ending, cause if its and ending, how can it be happy? They just turn out to be endings of which people hold back their sadness and put a strong front with a smile. thats what we call happy endings. bullshit. I've been thinking these days, i've made my mind. I think its the best way. Although its a win lose situation, at least you're on the winning side. Thats because to please one, you have to displease another. And you won't have to be unsure anymore, you wont have to say i don't know anymore. Thats because you have only one choice left. And i think that would be the last night we'll be talking on the phone. Nothing's gonna change even if i stay, so what for? I can be understanding enough, but im no longer strong enough to cater to all those matters. Im tired, exhausted and torn apart. I think im most understanding now, you dont have to trouble yourself anymore. I dont know if its a trouble to you, but I feel it is. Bading goodbye is a very difficult task, but it has to be done. Unless if theres a solution to it. But i doubt so. ohwell. I'll wait for your phone call one last time tonight.
