Your action speaks your words,
everything you do has a outcome to it,
every path you take leads you to something,
everybody has a choice on how to live their lives,
so make it right.
Tiredness has set into me,
lost and uncertain of what the future lays,
hoping for the best outcome,
yet crushed by the little things I come to know.
I wonder when would all this come to an end,
where all is good,
having not to worry for anything else,
but just worrying for you.
Many said that time is the greatest source of help,
yet I feel its the greatest burden,
cause in time, things would get better,
but it would never be the same ever again.
Holding on to hope is equivalent to waiting for eternity,
giving up is a wonderful idea,
but letting go of what I have,
is unbearable.
I don't know what to do now,
maybe someone can advise me,
someone that hears me,
ohwell. hais
Im tired, tired of everything. I've came to a realization. And finally I see what i've been going through all this while. I don't understand why. Why im going through all this. Maybe its just fate. Maybe all that wilson said about flower luck was nonsense. maybe this is the path chosen for me. Sometimes I wonder why. Why I should be going through all this things. Maybe its just a matter of fact that I have to face. All these years, the same thing happens, just in mere repetition. Time and time again I tell myself that everything is gonna be fine, but it turns out to be the otherwise. I guess im really tired. I can't take it anymore. I think its time that everything comes to an end. Only then would I be able to piece everything back up. Hopefully by then, everything would revert back to its norm. I doubt I would use com so often anymore. And i'll only contact my close ones. And if anyone wants to go gym then just give me a call. Takecare all. I need time alone.
