HELLO! :)
After talking to aSh that day, I realised that I myself have a lot to worry about. After doing so many things, I regret. Yet I've come this far, and regretting won't help cause its already done. You cant rewind time. I wish I could though. Given a chance i rather be a nerd. Seriously. Too late luh. Screwed up my life. And my hair lol! I'm starting to give up on my studies. Damn tired of it. But in Singapore you need a fucking cert before you open your fucking mouth. Cause thats what my father is getting in his job. hahah. Donno ah. Sometimes I think that things are getting better, yet sometimes I think of the opposite. Ohwell.


Reply to tags :)

Jiamin: hahaha Thanks man :)

Rebecca: Hello :D

Joel: sorry bro. hahah pei lorh both also graduate the same time haha!

Rachel: ahhah! Thankyou man!

Yongsiang: LOL mai kay siao lah its you LIM GAO! hahah :D

Yuehshin: Lazy lah hahah! paiseh :D

Berlin: Hey yo! :D

Char: I try my best bah ahhah. Wah chairman alot of sai kang eh. lol.

Desiree: hahaha! MY HAIRRRRRRR! you love my hair but I love you hahahhahahah! BESTIE! :D

Ur hair: As I said. Put down your name. wu ji lai ah!

MY hair is screwed!
damn screwed. Wah lao. nvm
bye!

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PICK THE RUBBISH UP!

before the police come.. hehe..


lame lyk hell!!!

:)

Had chinese oral today. Sucked like shit, but nevermind used to it liao. hahah! then nothing much already. yeah. Anyway, had fun today. Thanks guys. I love 3d man! hahaha! :D Oh yeah and and rachel, thanks for pei-ing me these days, really appricatted. hahaha made me not so bored. :D THANKYOU! :)

Learn to treasure things when you still can,
Because you'll never know when you'll lose them
And when you do,
You'll regret for not treasuring it in the begining.

Things are getting from bad to worst. Seriously. My mum is get super nossy with all my stuff. Open my drawers, my bag, messages my teachers. Kanina lah! Make me feel as if im a little kid. And now I have to pay attention in class for maths and poa. I wonder which teacher she'll next talk to. Fuck man! I do my poa work and she call me study poa. And I study for poa. When I go out to study with my friends to study, she ask me what i'll be studying and I said poa. Then she say NO! go memorise my ss and geog. Fuck lah! I also havent clear my doubts for poa how to move on. Never understand my feelings then talk so much cheebye. At least my dad isnt like that. But my sis, Fucking bitch. Fuck them all lah! And now coach is leaving by this month. And now that hes leaving, We realised how much he has done for us. I dont wanna talk about this anymore. makes me damn sad.

Anyway, Thankyou Rachel for pei-ing me these few days :)
Gonna meet desiree and koe already. Bye.

Hmmm.. i update uh.. don say i neva.. wen tuition til 3pm.. then went dental lolz.. that's all haha.. chat with one girl the whole day.. goin off soon.. see ya! Take care! =)

:)

As I look back at the past, I start to miss many things. And I realised that many people has changed, and things aren't always the way you want it to be. I think im much better now. anyway, yesterday the stupid joel call me and bluff me got taiji. Must go down ang sua settle lol. I really go believe hahah. say what go fight a guy of my size hahah! But actually he just wanted to go study with him hah! But still if your need help in any thing I will help you guys. Brothers are forever, I won't forget you all although im not there already. Zun ar zun! 2gether 4ever!
Takecare!

:(

Im feeling super down now. Because of many reasons. Many thoughts are running through my mind. What I hate most is the pessure given by my family. Fuck! I can never reach their expectations and they keep rasing their standards. I know I cant make it, but I dont wanna disappoint them so I just try my best. But they dont even see my effort and just scold me. Its not that im afarid of their scolding but I dont want them to feel disappointed. After trying my best to piece things back together, and what i get back in return is they fucking saying many hurtful stuff to me. Kept saying that they wanna give up on me. Kanina bu ah! When I try my very best to study, this is what I get. Sometimes I think their unreasonable, really unreasonable. When I make my stand, by talking back in a irritated manner, they say imma ah beng. chao cheebye. And they only know how to pick only my bad stuff and my bad habits, dont even realise that they make that mistake themselves. wth man! And my sister, only know how to blame me when the com goes wrong. When its gets laggy she say I downloaded too many stuff when I didnt. its she herself that downloaded so much shit. Anything that goes wrong in the house, im first to be blamed. Fuck! I really can't take it anymore. If I have a stable job and a place to stay, I would leave the house. Trust me. I dont feel anymore love at home. No point staying. I think they'll only realise how much ive done when I leave. ohwell. If you wanna give up on me, then just give up no point nagging when it just irritates me. And i've decided that i'll try my best to study. No more weekend gyming, no more night runs, no more pooling, no more basketball, no more slacking, no more sleeping in class, no more day dreaming in class, no more skipping of lessons. Only studying until end of year exams are over. Hai there are still many things to say, But I think I shall stop here. bye