HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIADI! :D
hahha! all the best in your future endeavors!
Today's a sucky day. dont wanna talk about it.
Anyway, THANKYOU MICHELLEYONG! i feel much better now :D
You're the best gan mei ever ahah!


TYSF, if you're still reading my blog, what i can tell you is that im damn disappointed. i'll post my thoughs another day. many thoughts ran through my mind today. yeah. :)

Today was a damn boring day.
Did nothing but sianing. Anyway! WILSON! glad to see you today! :D You look alright hahaha! At home now. Someone didnt come, what an ass. make me so bored. nevermind! Talked to michelle yong, recalled many memories, old ones of course. yeah. Shes staying near me soon haha! YAY! She just went offline thats why im blogging. hahah. Tomorrow got school. sian. nothing to say already. not really in a mood. yeah. Goodnight.


It seems like you got another guy, all the best bah. And it also seems that you dont miss me, cause if you do, it wont be so quiet, if you think i have forgotten you, stopped missing you and everything, i guess you're wrong. Now that your life is better without me, then dont come and find me anymore. Cause i wont make a difference. Goodbye, i mean it this time, you made me too heartbroken. Dont tell me you miss me cause i know you really dont anymore. hai.

Labels: BOXIM

HAHAHHA!
kay i gymed :) saw adrain, zai qiang, liang ming at the gym. Carson didnt come. ASS!
hahaha! trained hard. real hard. After that went redhill eat. Then go AV cause darren wanted to drink something. Saw Alex at AV. hah! Then he pei-ed us to queensway. Then he went back to work again after that. Darren bought shoes haha! Went to henderson after that. Meet Weiliang. Then while waiting, got two guys one girl. bengs and lians, damn act. i see then very irritated. then i gave then the buaysong face. stared at each other, but they didnt dare to do anything lol. hum. i one person only. Then they left while i continued waiting. After he came. He went my house. then awhile later, makan. Then go library brrow book for him lol. Then homed. Goodnight! I donno what im gonna do tmr hahaha! :D takecare!

Thursday
Nothing much happened Rather boring hahaha!

Friday
Chinese test was postponed! :D hahaha!
Went dawson with chew and joshua. And some random guy talked to us lol. Old mans these few days hahah! Went tution after that. Suzhen and amanda was there for tution hahah! And amanda was SUPER SUPER SUPER high. hahaha! crazy hahah! then wanted to play bball but some people pangseh me. nevermind haha. I think amanda is mad hahah! But not bad lah can find my blog hahah! Oh thankyou for teaching me kay? and im smarter than you lol. Went home after tution. yeah boring. Oh WILSON! GET WELL SOON! YOUR FATHER TOO! Im really sorry to hear about for father having cancer. Yeah he'll be fine. :) stay strong! Meetup soon kay? :D

Saturday
Im going gym with darren later. Maybe carson coming see how bah. Then tmr maybe gym with nickolas hahah! Oh ya, Sorry nickolas for punching your face haha! who call you move your shoulder away :) haha my upper cut power rigth? hahah play square boxing one day lah ahha! kay takecare all! :D

Labels: Amanda is reatarded

Tuesday :)
hmm nothing much lol.
Went library at night with Wilson at 8 plus, then homed and he followed me home. So i just learn guitar from him lor ahhah! Im learning a new song now :D hahaha! Then he left around 11 plus lorh. so boring lol!

Today!
Got scolded by mdm tan again! Stand at the back lol! But i did homework! (pigs just flew) Kay then after school went dawson! :) And i saw something that made me happy hahah! :D dont tell you! :D Went tuition, then yeah. And some smart person taught me maths. Okay la not bad la haha! Thankyou la Amanda hahah! Happy belated birthday anyway! Then nothing much liao. Sit down here blog lor! Oh i go makan liao! byebye! :D
Today's a happy day :D

First day of school today :)
Rather alright lah. Alot of work to do :( and the stupid tution! needa go tution after school wth! nevermind study hard. I try my best if i fail again, im not gonna study already. yeah. Oh during tution, theres this little girl, damn cute! ahahah queenstown primary one lol. Pri 1 i guess hahah! And Mr chin had his spine sprained! hahah! Finally, revenge came on him after suaning me for so long hahah! :D Ohwell! Im having alot of muscle aches. my shoulder traps, calves, chest. Damn suan! Train too hard yesterday. hahha! nevermind hardwork pays off. :D Oh and im feeling a little better now, cause i finally had the courage to do something :) Only the person will know what i mean :) hahah! And the world is so emo now. CHEERUP MAN! even i have to :D hahah! Gah i shall end here :) And yuehshin, stay happy cause thats good. Although i realised so many things but its alright:) stay happy :D Bye everybody who read my blog!

Today was rather alright.
Went church in the morning hahha! i think desiree is mad with me. Ohwell. I hope not hah. Sorry bestie! After that went tiong! :D meetup justin, shawn, nelson. Yeah slacked. After that when gym. Waited for Nickolas in the gym, then train lor :D then carilyn came. We went bugis, walked awhile. Then makan lor. after makan, we went to arcade play a little. Then homed. Yeah met dieter on the bus. hahah. :D Tmrw school, sian!

If only you knew how much i missed you and how badly i miss those times. I told myself i'll be strong but i cant. But at least you're happier now. That makes me happy too. I just wanna turn back time, and say I love you all over again. :) But i know it will never come back already. just stay happy, thats good enough. :)

Look at what things have become now. WOW!
im just so damn disappointed with myself man.
I just need another chance, but i dont think it will come. Im sorry man. so sorry.
School's starting soon :D
Can start to dee siao people :D hahaha!
You're dead linus! hahaha!
Kay im lazy to blog.
Gah!
Sorry man!

Two Songs You Love Listening To At The
Moment:
1. Tong hua
2. Yang chong
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. A bule tee with cool words on it :)
2. Umbro shorts
Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Trouble free
2. Together forever
Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. Go out slack with brothers
2. Listen to music lor :D
Two Things You Want Very Badly At The
moment:
1. TURN BACK TIME!! hai
2. $$$$ I wanna shop :D
Two pets you had/have:
1. Fish
2. Fishes lol
Two things you did last night:
1. Slack with wilson
2. Smsed Yuehshin
Two things you ate today:
1. Ice cream
2. eggs :D lol dont be horny please.
Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Wilson
2. Yuehshin
Two Things You'll be doing tomorrow:
1. Go cut hair
2. Tution Sianzxzxzxz
Two places you want to go:
1. Tiong with 865 :D
2. Bukit timah, Shaun goh's house. Some memories i wanna relive
Two favorite drinks:
1. Milk
2. Cold water
Two favorite channels:
1. 8
2. I hardly watch teevee man
Two favorite foods:
1. Mixed rice
2. Chicken rice
Two things you want to do before you
die:
1. Meet ever single person that gave me fond memories.
2. And die without any more worries. :)

Saturday!
Went dental in the morning then went to eat by myself cause SOMEONE didnt tell me he has eaten! hahah
Then Weiliang came my house slacked for a super long time, then around 6 like that went tiong with him. Then around 8.30 went his house downstairs wait for him take a damn cool movie to lend me :D some drum show hahah! then homed lo and watch the movie! nice :D

Sunday
Went church with bestie, 8.30 service zzzzz so early when i was in church i sleep feel like sleeping. Then after that when to celebrate fathers day lor, go eat at crystal jade, damn full. Then go walk walk, i wanna buy alot of things, wallet, bag, pants yeah. And i want to cut my hair! :D kay then went home. wanted to go gym with nickolas but he told me to go toa payoh gym zzz so far. dowant, then went to bball lor. After bball coincidentally saw Nich! then told him to pei me home then go redhill with him. Then ate at redhill, went fino the satay stall. And i got so famous because of SOMEBODY! hahah nvm. Then made a new friend, wei lun, my type talk rubbish one ahhah! Then talked alot of shit, edward came, after everything when i was leaving alex came. Then i when home cause i was damn tired. And Fino father damn cute sia hahah! :D

Monday
Im here using the com lor, Then nobody pei me eat :( going tution later :(:( Nevermind study hard! Im a GUAI KIA! :D:D:D:D:D hahaha!
Post another day bah!
Babyyyyyyyyy! I miss you badly man! nevermind you tomorrow come back liao. I hope things would be alright. :)

All the dedications :D:D:D:D
I love you all! :D


Lee Yuehshin! ♥♥♥♥♥ BABYYYY!
Babyyyyyyyyyyyy! you have been damn sweet to me:D hahah thankyou for everything that
you gave to me that made me happy like a mad person :D I've got many things to thank you for, but thats a never ending list hahah! We'll stand strong forever! I love youuuuu!♥♥♥♥♥ Together forever! hahaha!

Joseph Tan ♥♥♥ 9 years brother!
Hey brother I knew you since k2 and thats damn long. And our friendship will always last! I still remember our kiddy faces then hahah!

Isaac Lu ♥♥♥ 9 years brother!
Hey brother! I knew you since k2 too! hahahaha Continue to say all those lame things you always say kay? you rock man! :D

Desiree Liew ♥♥♥ Bestie!
BESTIEE! hahahha! i knew you for a long time too! hahah anyway, i think you have changed alot since the past and its for the better :D but some how I like the old you :) haah same la! hahaha Takecare!

Ming ♥♥♥
Hey buddy! my first friend in school hahah! Thankyou for being always steady to go out :D And pei-ing me that time when i had no key home:D And i still remember the cb bus driver. hahah! Train hard!

Tan Qing Neng Nickolas ♥♥♥
Hello Brother! hahah! thanks for gyming with me and teaching so many things, and pei-ing and helping me with so many things! And dont so ji hong la hahaha whole day see girl hahahah! Brothers forever! :D

Boon Cong ♥♥♥
八六五! hahaha! hey man! Cheerup kay? i know how you feel cause i felt the same before :D In time, things will get better but they might not be the same ever again. This is something i'll never forget! remember that too! its meaningful! :D

Shawn Teow ♥♥♥
八六五! Suayteow! hahahah! thankyou for pei-ing me slack in trainings and in class. But now that i quited volleyball, you gotta warm up with another person and slack with someone else :( sorry ah! :D

Wilson Lim ♥♥♥
Hey DJ! hahaha! You having been pei-ing me alot these few days hahaha anyway! Thankyou for everything kay! takecare!

Chan Wei Liang ♥♥♥
HELLO BLACK! I CANT SEE YOU! OH I SAW A TREE! hahahaha! Anyway you been a great buddy! only that you're always late when i meet you lol. hahah And come my house more often lah! dont so shy hahaha!

Louise Hong ♥♥♥ Hello WOLS!
Slow! hahah! I haven't talked to you for a long long time but hahah! i still remember as a close friend! hahha! anyway! go out again kay? the 4 of us! :D hahah!

Gerald ♥
Hey bro! you helped me alot too! just like Nickolas! I'll take your advice next time i promise. I dont wanna make such stupid mistakes again hahah! Takecare!

Nich Lim ♥
Brother! Thanks for pei-ing me in tution yeah? Oh and cheerup la! :D Study hard kay? you can do it! :D

Shaffi ♥
Yo! hahah! Go gym again la! hahaha sure very shiok one i promise you! See you soon! :D

Justin Koe ♥
Koeee! Thanks for studying with me then! Anyway, all th best in volleyball! go to the national team and then tell coach that he needs improvement and you go coach him and scold him like siao hahaha and feel good lol! Oh go REDSPORTS TOO! hahaha!

Wesly Chew ♥
Hello tablemate! thanks for lending me your phone then! and being such a nice person! Thankyou!!!

Dixon Teo ♥
DIXONNN! hahahaha! Jiayou in volleyball and studies kay! And stay nice :D

Cherng en ♥
Hello! you were in second friend in school! hahah and you pei-ed me by failing so many subs with me hahah! but i still won i failed all lol! But im studying now! watch out man! :D

Yongsiang ♥
Hey! thanks for pei-ing me during camp! Cheer up kay? dont so emo! Shi okay de!

AH NERD ♥
Arnold Choo Wan Hao! Thanks for helping me so much all these while! THANKYOU! :D

Xinxhi ♥
PONG! Although we not so close liao, but still we are bestfriends! Jiayou in being a bus driver!

Russel Ong ♥
HEY! Thanks for all the motivation you gave me! i really appriciated and i will never forget those times! :D

Chester Seet ♥
Seet ah! hahaha! Long time never see you liao, only that time see you take prize :D anyway all teh best in your future endeavors!

Ho Kwan Loong ♥
Breakdancing boy! Thanks for helping me so much and always trying to help me all these while THANKYOU! :D

Shaun Goh! ♥ 6 years brother!
Hey bro! Cheerup kay? things will get better! and thankyou for being such a nice friend! And i wanna eat your mum's food! Damn nice man! :(

Hpone ♥
Hey tution friend! You pei-ed me to walk home all the time! hahah thanks man! jiayou in ncc! :D

Zhenjun ♥
Yorae! Thanks for supplying me with all those cubes then hahah! although i dont play already but my pb is still 16.33 :D hahah! And continue to be a damn nice person! :D

Zheng Hao♥
Hey! I wanna thank you for all your teachings, cause it helped me alot man! thankyou! :D Stay smart! :D

Jeslin Ho ♥ Chao Ah Lian :D
AH LIAN! hahahah! go vandalise my table again leh! now my table vey empty leh! And go be a guai kia like me la! :D see i so guai! not like some people! :D ahhaha!

Michelle Yong ♥
Mei! hahah! I know you're my only gan mei, but you have been super nice and you pei-ed me alot of times! THANKYOU! hahaha!

Avriel Ng ♥
Avriel! although i never talked to you already, cause i dont really dare but anyway i will never forget the times we shared and all your LOLs ahhaha! :D

Andrea Lim ♥
Hey stupid PIG! Thankyou for disturbing me all the time. you ah Pri school the face like so innocent, now ah wah not innocent liao ahhahah! Takecare pig! And i won you! :D

I love you all and I will never ever forget you guys! cause you guys rock my ass out! and made me have fond memories of you! THANKYOU for everything! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HELLO!
hahahha!
Im Crzay over LeeYuehShin!♥♥♥♥♥
hahaha! Edited friendster just now hahah!
I Feel like thanking People for What they have done for me in my life. But not today hahaha too lazy :D
The next post bah :D
hahhah!
Today's was okay :D
Went out with Weiliang, Desiree, and desiree's friend donno who. Boon and teow couldnt come :(
Gyming tomorrow with ming :D
Post again another day bah.
♥♥♥♥♥♥
Babybabybaby!

BABY! hahah!
Im so damn happy that things are alright now :D
I love you man! ahhahaha!
Oh and hardstyle republic rocks! :D
better than those ah qua techno. hahhaha no offence :D



Enjoy!
HARDSTYLE REPUBLIC!

This post is for Tan Qingneng Nickolas!
And i want to tell you that i will win you one day :D
Your biceps all fake one hahaha!
chao chicken!
I pump at home better than gym hahaha!
And please take your bag from me! take up alot of space leh hahahaha
Kanina, school start you confirm die haha. you're lucky i tio grounded. hahaha
Anyway, slowly pump ah, hahahaha don't forget to go find your cats ahha :D

Survey Yaw! :D


1. Who do you want to be with right
now?
• LeeYuehShin <3

2. Will you be sad if the girl/boy you
love, treat you badly?
• Yeah, but I still will love her :D

3. Will you do any silly things in
order to be more happy?
• hahaha sounds like me.

4. You prefer a good looking opposite
sex or a kind hearted?
• Kindhearted

5. you prefer to be alone or with
friends?
• Friends every single moment.

6. You prefer to be with the opposite
sex you love or alone?
• Be with my baby!

7. Will you wait for the opposite sex
or give in when you find out that the
opposite sex like the other instead of
you?
• I'll be super super sad and just give up.

8. Do you use vulgar often
• very.

9. How do you vent your anger?
• Punch and throw things.

10. Do you trust your friends?
• Not all hah.

11. How do you release your sadness?
• Think of why it happens

12. Do you have someone in your mind
and heart right now?
• Yeah, LeeYuehShin <3

13. Do you usually go online?
• Rather often

14. what time is it now?
• 6.47pm

15. What time you usually sleep?
. Depends, 11.30 usually

16. Do you cry to make yourself to
sleep?
. nah, I'll think of stuff and fall asleep

17. What hurt you the most?
• My screwed up life ):

18. What make you the happiest?
• Baby, brothers, bestie, food, nice hardstyle songs.

19. Do you want the time to be turned
back?
• Yes! I wanted to turn it back manymanymany times but i can't :(

20. Which is your favorite countries ?
• No idea, i don't like traveling

21. Which is your favorite place?
• Delta gym, tiong, abc market, my house corridors

22. Do you always count on luck to get
what you wanted?
• Never happens

23. Do you believe in dreams?
• Not really, but I wished some came true (:

I am feeling damn sad now.
Maybe i just can't take the overwhelming pressure on me. I don't want to disappoint my parents and with so many people wanting me to study so hard, I am just unable to take it. Gosh life is damn bloody tough, the world changing so fast that i can't keep up with it. Why does Singapore emphasize on education? It makes many suffer as they can't cope with it. The syllabus is just too complexed and with many definitions of a certain point. It requires you to have both memory and being able to apply concept without any problem. That is really difficult. And I don't know how on earth i fail my English this term. Its the first time in my life. I am super disappointed with such a fact. Well I guess im born dumb. Gah what a life. And Baby, please be a super happy person and don't be so upset over me. Cheer up man, times will get better. My msn is spoilt, I don't know why too. Its mad like keep signing in and out. Yeah. I just came to an assumption, its is that the world has to brighten up and Singapore has to be more relaxed on educational systems now. It will do us a huge favor. Yeah. Goodbye for now.
Baby cheerup cause i love you alot, i know im not good enough for you and stuff but i really do cherish you very much, you don't have to doubt my love cause its always there for you <3

Baby, i know you're sad now and you're disappointed with me for some reason or another, but I just want you to know that i want to care for you and cheer you up and make you happy. But as much as i want to, i can't cause i'm lost with my life. And i don't know what to do. What a life i have. Anyway cheerup kay? maybe i'm not always there for you but i'll try my best kay? I love you alot man, dont ever leave me <3 Takecare bah, talk to you soon (:

My skies has been turning really Grey, its turning black soon gah!
Family problems has been very often and it really sucks cause its all about me. They are super disappointed with results and the attitude I have. I know I have a short temper at times and when I really get angry shit will just come out of my mouth and yeah thats where I get really naughty. And my sister has been super irritating despite me helping her cover up so many of her wrong doings and help her with so many favors, and she just back stab me by saying all my shit to mum and I get all the nagging and my parents get disappointed again. I don't wanna disappoint them but I just fail to be a good boy with all my bad habits and no matter how hard I try they just don't see it and they blame me for not having self control of not doing the wrong things. No matter how hard I try to make ends meet, they never met before. Maybe, thats just life. There are so many more problems I have and it never ends. why man! why can life be how it was when I was much much younger, so carefree, so beautiful, a life with almost everything perfect. Sometimes I really wonder why the world revolves over having good results, where those who cant study just fail to have a better life in time to come. People like me who tries to study still gets shit results in exams. And my family says i'm not putting in effort at all. What shit is this man. I always wanted my life beautiful, with a wonderful family and a wonderful bunch of friends and results that are good enough to clear the benchmark set by the government. Ain't that nice? But look at my life now, full of problems. Why man! How beautiful life can be? Could it be as beautiful as seeing the sun rise from the east and setting in the west? Could it be as beautiful as a montage with millions giving a big wide smile from the bottom of their heart? I just don't know how beautiful life can be.